Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Broken...


The high walls of a coastless sea
The hidden power of a humble plea
The guilt born in the lap of love

The pain struck by an empty glove
The face reflected in a broken mirror
The distance that grows as you go near
The betrayal brought by an honest touch
The emptiness caused by too much
The tremble of an unshed tear
The bloodless death by a spoken spear
The story told with a silent face
The sorrow writ in a clown’s grace
The world destroyed with a shaken head
The faith that was left for dead
The reasons I look for behind
The pieces that I never find
The wonder at what has been done
The horror and I are now one…

No, I am not still hurt or in love with him, but now I know how it is to be on the other side of the fence... How it feels to break a heart...

PS: Office was boring today..not much to do except staring at a blank screen and listening to Bryan Adams on my friend's IPod. Not that I am complaining, I kind of enjoyed sleeping with the back of my chair pushed backward, my unheeled feet resting on the upturned dustbin and the earphones singing in my ears... , and yeah dreaming about the irresistably hot HR I have been literally oggling at during lunch hour for the last week and a half ;) ;) :D

10 comments:

humbl devil said...

stop oggling and say hi!!!

or better still continue oggling and say HI!!!
;)

anuj said...

'I'm a heartbreaker' by will.i.am

as usual .. such coherent thoughts .. nd as usual doin good to the eyez ..

good hai.

Anonymous said...

hey hi
good to see a new blog of yours know that we are strangers to each other but still thought of writing to you
your writing style have changed a lot infact a drastic change ...
i hope i soon starting writing again seeing your blog ...

kuch khas palon ko leke bita raha hun zindagi
jane kyun khafa hai wo samajh mujhe ata nahi
mante hai sari khata apni maan jao na jane kal ko ho na ye zindagi

Wish you can recognize....

umangexuberance said...

@humble
dude
I'll definitely love to take your advice (especially the second one ;) :D )and I have put into motion some wheels that might lead to my getting introduced to him..yaaaaar I haven't even managed to find his name yet :| :|
but I am telling you this, he is super hot and i have a super crush :sigh: :sigh: :sigh:

umangexuberance said...

@anuj
uhm uhm
a heartbreaker by choice :D
definitely doing very well for the eyes :D

umangexuberance said...

@anonymous
wow that was really really sweet..
but I am sorry, i am not sure I recognize you correctly..if you want to be anonymous on the blog, I understand, but I would really like to know who you are, so please drop me a mail at umangexuberance1787@gmail.com
and as for the "drastic" change in my writing style... how is it? for better or for worse?

Rakesh said...

seems like you're having a lot of fun on this new job. Hope you don't go down the same path again...

Take care.

umangexuberance said...

@Rakesh
well yeah the job is a little of this and a little of that
and as for going down that path is concerned..I too hope I never have to do it again. Doing it once gave me enough pain and sleepless nights to last a lifetime. And to clarify, I didn't hurt that person for fun, I did it 'coz there as no other option and I didn't ant to hurt him more by pretending or trying to pretend..

vivek said...

hmm as rakesh pointed out...dont get hurt again...
hot men will always have a hot woman for company or worse hot women!!! :D
so make sure that he doesnt take you for a ride...beter to do some intel work before getting introduced... :P
nancy drew in heels mebbe? ;)

umangexuberance said...

@vivek
don't worry bache..arre i just have a crush on the guy coz he is hot
I am not going to go fall all over him :D
I love playing hard to get ;) :D