Saturday, October 31, 2009

A personal surprise


On an impulse, yesterday, I bought myself the most beautiful long stemmed red roses.
It felt so good. I used to do this in college. A lot of people found it weird, you know, giving roses to yourself. But then, I love roses and so why wait for someone else to realize it and give them to you to make you smile? Why not just have a little romance with yourself?
But somehow over the last year amidst the clutter of my useless existence, like most other things that were me (the long walks exploring, the lying in the dark listening to music through the night, the hanging out with friends and laughing my head off etc.) this too got lost in some forgotten recess of my memories of me...
Well, yesterday walking alone in the night, flagged by lighted shops and wizzing traffic, a backpack on my bag and no idea of where I was going, just following my heart, I felt more alive and more "me" than I had felt in a long time. And the roses were really the cherry on the cake.
I was on my way back when I passed this flower shop, I had actually gone by without stopping, but then something made me smile and turn around without another thought, and a moment later I was there, looking through his bundle for the best roses of them all...

This just proves, that even after living with "me" for the last 22 and a half years, I still have the ability to surprise her :)
I wish I have more days like this.

PS: Finally after almost a month after my poor lappy went into a comma, its working again, and after ages I had an urge to write and so I did.
By the way had the greatest day today. Will write about it in the next post. TC all :)

7 comments:

humbl devil said...

well...i have heard about gals gifting themselves flowers but personally knew no one so romantically inclined...
salute..miss
=)

Priya said...

Sweet!!!

Craftsman of light said...

Thankyou happy you!.....
COL

s.H.a.S.h.I said...

haha.. sometimes.. the smallest of things .. cheers us up .. good for u. Well flowers always bring a smile on a gal's face. :)

Rashi said...

that really must hv made u feel..u in luv :)

Sanjeev said...

Is somebody reading this piece??

Shruti said...

mm to be in love with urself.. nice :)